free wright 2-6-13

iv been waiting to file my taxes for about a week and a half bc my ex wanted to file with me like last year. she begged and begged me last year bc she ended up getting triple the amount, well this year when it looked like she would be better off not splitting what she received she told me never mind. but luckily this is the last year i have to deal with her, i am using the money i get back from taxes to file the divorce. she is not worth the head ache anymore so ill take a loss on a couple hundred to get rid of her once and for all so i can proceed with the marriage. im still kinda scared and cautious about getting married again but i want a family and i see myself with her. she kinda drives me bonkers most the times but every girl has that one thing that picks at you so what iv learned from 1 failed marriage is do not sweat the small stuff. let i troll off and keep moving unless your wear you wanna be, and in that case you plant yourself and be that unmovable rock so she can push off of you to be better. she is always telling me its easier for me to leave bc every one does, id say shes almost as scared as commitment as i am, but i hide my fears. shes not as trained as i am at hiding emotions or thinking logically, shes a spurratic  and emotional driven woman.but what women isn't, on top of her being a red head