free wright 2-28

so my girl has been bugging me about gettin g married for awhile now and she is very forceful. she normally gets what she wants bc she will keep pushing and pushing till she gets me to agree, but she expects me to be as excited as she is with no saya dn alot sooner than i want to. but owell i guess thats how the cookie crumbles, i want to get married again and have a family its just im the type of person who is comftoable ina a static position. change sometimes overwhelms me. but if it was for taylor id still be working 80 hrs aweek goin to the clubs drinking every night and ating the wrong type of women. so i gotta give her props for taming me. she lieks to help and support me even though sometimes shes as head strong as i am....nope scrastch that shes always as head strong as i am. her father is this well off doctor wo has his own pharmasutical line to promote healthy ph in your body. so he thinks she can do way better tha me, he hates the idea of me being in the military. iv only met him 3 times over the last 2 yrs....3 times im so use to parents loving me but thats what you get when you date girls who came from nthing and dated rejects before you. now i hve to step up and prove im worthy, thats why im goin to school showing him that i do hve a future im just not hopes and dreams, im a doer. i get stuff done, i dont know the meaning of give up or fail. im not a fan of divorce maybe thats y im having sucha  trouble with this i just see her dad causing big issues and i dont wanna stand between her and her dad.

the lesson

ENG 101-101

MR NEURBURGER

SHAWN STACYE      

1-25-13

“The Lesson”

By Toni Cade Bambara

The story starts out with a group of African American kids growing up in a poverty stricken neighborhood, with bad grammar, and a low level education. The kids have neighbors that they bad mouth, but 1 in general is miss more. They secretly like her, but she is so different because she has a college education and is always trying to give them daily lessons. So in the heat of summer she takes all the kids on a taxi ride making 1 figure out the tip for the driver and trying to keep their minds active. She brings them to a toy shop where they huddle around the windows to look at the toys and recite the price tags. They see a sail boat that is over a thousand which infuriates 1 little kid because its more than what their food cost total. They all go in and the lesson she was trying to teach them is that they can have what they want if only they have the desire and want to work for it. She tries to push these kids to live and perform outside of their social group. If they act like where they live then all they will amount to is more poverty and no future

free wright 1-23-13

so i thought college was going to be allot harder than what it has been, im not saying its easy because im working 6 days a week,48 hours aweek, school for 15 and then home work. on top of all that i have a home life to consider and then drills for the military. but im kinda liking the whole coming to class, all throughtout highschool english was my weakest subject and math was my strongest. now it has flipped tables, im really enjoying english and math is kicking my butt. but i guess after 5 yrs some people change, maybe i just have english set out the best with 3 class piords so its not liek overload or cram. my buisness classes are kind of dry but i goota get through them. my home life is trying to progress along a little quicker than id like, taylor keeps trying to guilt me into marriage and a baby. to be honest it scares me to hell since my first marriage went down the drain so fast id hate to have a kid with her and turn out i really dont wanna be with her.
maybe thats me trying to stay solid in a world of m,otion and change, or maybe thats my heart telling me what im to afraid to say aloud. i find myself thinking of 3 future scenarios, 1 being a local police officer, 2 going and doin private security over seas making 100+ a yr or switching to active duty for the security.
im not gonna lie i wanna start a family, a life and be able to say yes im where i wanna be, i guess i just have commitmetn issues. it took for so long to start college because money was a big factor to me and i didnt wanna sacrafice time to work and make money. she helped me relize that school can make money for me aswell, just do it she said....so here i am in fulltime trying to keep everything in order and not be my procrastinating self i normally am.i find i dont have all the excess time for my hobbys and what i love but
short term loss equals long term gain

free wright 1-16

so this morning i woke up to about 6 alarms, just because i have alot of hrs at work and im a full time student. i wanna better myself by any means possible so its gonna be a challenege, but its something im wanting so bad. i have 2 dogs, 1 shitzu and 1 yourkie, the yorkie is insaine. the shitzou is five years old so all he does is chill next to me. probably the best animal i have, besides my snakes and bearded dragon. they are in terrariums so they dont cause half they mess that the dogs do. i also have 3 cats, 1 white mancoon, 1 siamease, and 1 black cat that we rescued them all.
iv been building a .060 m350 block with my father for a couple months now, before tyhat we built his .030 350 for his 78 camaro aswell. he is the main reason why i have a 2nd gen camaro, so when the hot rod nationals come to town we can roll together. i think iv come up with a final paint scheme for the car, flat black and lime green racing stripes. the engine bay will be flat black and the engine itself with be lime green and chrome fixings. i plan on useing 305 heads that have a smaller combustion chamber so that my dome pistons will have a compression ratio of 12/1. requiring me to use atleast 91 oct, iv bought parts every pay check bc i just cant afford it all at one time. so far iv gotten off cheap on everything because i have hook ups and recieved a great deal on the block and pistons.
i was always scared of starting school just because of how much it costs, so thats why i joined the corp. the only issue is they only pay 60 percent so far so i still owe 1000 plus but o-well its for the better. i continue to work 6 days a week to pay my bills, along with goin to drill every month. iv recently found myself wonderign if i should be working the extra day like i have been, bc with school i find myself short on time for anything else. god i hope that im able to keep up with all my classes and home work. on my desk at home i have 4 historical documents just to remind me of what this country was found apon. it infuriates me that our rights are being threatened by our politicians. 

shawn stacye introduction

Right after high school instead of going to college I decided to join the Marine Corps, I've been in for 4 ½ years now and I’m a corporal. I've been to 6 different countries and I've done sniper training, riot training, task force military police, turret gunner on helicopters, and machine gunner on convoys, to supply state side. I have loved every last minute of it, but along with that I've had to stay away from family and the ones I love the most. I was married/divorced when I first joined but that didn't last long, but I have a 5 year old daughter from that whole mess and she is simply amazing. I have a real passion for building anything and everything I can get my hands on. I’m a Chevrolet guy through and through, I currently own a 78 Camaro and I have a .060 350 SBC I am building with my father that will be put in the car this spring.
               

I’m a music person but I would have to say my favorite is the 60's when no one had to curse or belittle someone to have a great song. I found myself always saying I was going to start school but would always let it pass, but this is the year I want to improve myself and get a degree in business so I can open my own auto restoration and custom fabrication shop up. IV always been a workaholic so along with school I work a full time job at Ashley furniture in the corporate office, on my lunch breaks I throw on my 30 lb flak jacket and go on a 2 mile run just to keep in shape. i love expressing myself with tattoos painting and much more, If anyone wants to know  more just ask