Iv found myself being overwhelmed with all this homework and school work. when i started out i had really good grades and gradually they have all slipped away. i feel very frustrated because i put my heart into everything i do and it turns out its not as good as i thought it was so i kinda loose the urge to keep trying and its jsut getting to me. lucky thing is that my computer teacher was so understanding he gave me the chance to make up the week i had missed so i hope that will bring me up some points. then going in to my descriptive essay it sucked to see 68 on my paper....a d REALLY. but ill see it when he hands it back today, i just had a shitty time in English in high school barely passing with a d but now i strive to be better than i was in high school. maybe im over working myself i have no downtime and im always either working, school, homework or doing the military thing. on top of trying to figure the wedding out and saving as much money as i can to put towards all of that. who knows maybe im not cut out for school or cut opt to have a degree maybe i should just have a certification in some of my many skills. im freaked out to do the research paper now bc i wasn't comfortable writing the descriptive essay and iv never written a research paper either so i just don't want to receive a horrible grade on that paper as well.
what else can you do besides keep on pushing and walking no mater the ruts you find yourself in bc there will always be a time when you can get yourself out, you just have to keep a calm mind and systematically figure it all out. when all else fails my mind switches into logical thinking mode and trys to figure its way out of that situation
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